Lot's of work

Hey, hey!!

I know that I haven't writen here since last two weeks. There was a lot of resons why I hasdn't time to write here.
First of all I got the information, that I didn't get the job at the AMS. And I'm very-very happy about it.
As I've written before - it wasn't job of my dream. And when I got a phone that after the interview they've decided. that I'm very good and they'd like to recrute me. I had shock. But that fact that I cann't work on the full-time job was the only reson why they hadn't recrute me.  And I'm very very happy!!
Now I'm working on my Masters paper. I also have to write 3 articles for different journals.
At the moment I'm finishing one about Kirgistan. I couple of days I'll write here some main ideas of the article. The deadline is 11/4/2012. So it will be pretty soon. I hope to finish it tomorrow.
Thhis year I'll have a group! Yeah! Real group of people whom I'll teach German. Last year there was no people who'd like to learn German. But this year I'll have maybe 5-6 person.. I'll see them on Friday..
My real group..

So it is. My last two weeks in short.
Wait for my articles. I'll write the main ideas here.

Aha, one thing more. I'm searching for a PhD program in Europe on IR or Political science.
 I know that there's no big auditory of readers of this blog. But if there's someone who's reading it at the moment and he/she knows something about the PhD programs- I'll be happy to get some information.

That's the end :)

And a song for you!

Stay yourself

Maybe you remember my interview, I had couple of days before. And that philosofy of what I should do with all this..
So here comes the end. I was on that interview. I tried to be true. I was just telling what I'm thinking about. All th equestions that were asked I gave the answer, wich I thougt would be the best one.. I wasn't nervous.. I tried to stay myself..
I saw how the work athe corporation looks like. I understood that I don't want to work there!
And I was very-very happy, when on Friday they called me back and told that I was really good at the interview, and they want to hire me, but that fact that I'm still studying and have to go to the lessons cannot allow them to hire me. They'd love to, because I was great, but they need someone who could work for them on their full-time job.
But I was so happy to hear that words! I really don't want to work at such place, so now - I can normally start to write some of my articles and write my MA paper.
And I hope that later I'll be able to start work at some think tank...

Liar, liar, liar

I don't know if you remembeer, but some time ago I was writing about the hard resiccion about should I go to work, that my friends have found for me or not. Ib sum, I've decided that I should try. And here it is! The last day of my recrutation process. Today I'll have an official dialog with managers..
You know what would be really hard? To tell the truth. Yeah! If you'll analyze the work of such big corporations as AMS, where I'm going today, you'll find and understand what answers they want to hear. They want you to become depandant on the work you'll get, they want you to work on your career growth and wait long untill it'll happen. They want you to spend all your time working for them. And the best motivation would be - getting new experience and the willingness to work in a large international team.
And for that purpose they are making a lot of promotion films about the company, where smiling people are telling their histories and telling "magic words" that without AMS they were nothing, that here they could develop themselves, they are doing the work of their dreams and so on.
So tell me, how could normal person, who comes to such last stage of the recrutation stay true? Now I'm just a student and in the next year I'm going to start my PhD in IR. It's my purpose. But I have to help my young sister, she started studying medicine this year, and, in case of that I understand that I should get some money. And work in such corporation is the best decission. And how I can in such situation stay true? I hate liars and I don't want to become one of them..
At the moment I know what they wat, and they think, that they know what I want...
I'll have meeting at 12 p.m. So we'll see what the end would be of all this history.
Wish me luck!!!